This " Thing "

Okay that is it. I will no longer deal with this " thing " again. I keep getting into it and it ends up the same way each time and I am sick of it. I believe I am on a higher plane than the others involved in this " thing ". It must not be for me because it always ends up the same way. I am tired of moods getting twisted and things taken out of context and I always seem to do something wrong so I won't be doing it anymore.

I will focus on writing my books and getting into fun activities. This " thing " I am speaking of is not worth it and it may be great for a lot of people but not me.
I don’t want to get locked into " that " world. I really do think I am just so different from others that I clash whenever I try this " thing ". I don't find it relaxing at all and I am sick of dealing with the attitudes and behavior changes.
I will find something else to take up my time when I am not writing. I will not be involving myself in this " thing " anymore. It makes me uncomfortable.

I bet you wish you knew what I was speaking of don't you? Well I won't say because it's too personal. Just know this, I'll have more time to blog. Cutting this other " thing " a loose will give me back the time I had before. I don't want to get sucked into that world like so many other people.

And I am just sick of dealing with it. I'll find an activity that's fun for me. I've had it with that " thing ".

Image above is Madonna from 1994's Bedtime Stories, scanned by Stacy-Deanne